Well Saturday will be the start of a new day. I have to, no I want to get my life in order and all. I feel out of control and it is hard to feel in control when you just don't feel good. My goals for the year is to get my life together and get rid of clutter and pay of some bills and lose weight, but not only lose weight, to live healthier and teach the boys that too. I want the year to end with things I can say I did, not with regret.